Finding my BIG WHY...

This is my very first post on this blog.
"Finding My BIG WHY..." is linked to the introductory message entitled "CELEBRATING MY WINS with You -- My Own Blog"

You can look under Jacy's Archive --> My Heart Speaks... CELEBRATING MY WINS with You -- My Own Blog.

And here begins my very first posting...


Wow! Believe it or not... it took me over a year to finally put my energy and my heart in to starting my own blog. Just thinking about the page title and a new e-mail to register my blog had me squeezing some juices. Everything has to feel... Just Right -- from choosing the title, to the colour, to the content... ultimately to how I feel if I were to read my own blog.

This is truly an incredible feeling. I can feel such a rush of eNERgy, EXciteMent, FiRe --->>>> and SPARKS in rainbow colour filling the diamond studded sky!!! Even though it's 2.04 pm right now in broad daylight. That's how I'm feeling right now... celebrating this WIN!

I'm still wondering what motivated me to spend this beautiful Sunday afternoon to begin... CREATING this blog which I decided to name
"Holding Infinity In The Palm of My Hands..." and a new e-mail
jacy.ignitepassion@gmail.com

I wonder what comes up for you when you read just the title alone, or even the my new e-mail identity?

One thing certainly comes to mind right now... a dear friend of mine had just shared with me last week, Dr Annie Lim, she said did you know if you rearrange these words "I'M CLEAR"... to just one word, it reads -- "MIRACLE"?!!

SIMPLY AMAZING!!!

I'd like to express my heartfelt THANK YOU to all my "unreasonable friends" who have been instrumental in this process especially Terence Tan, Dechen Lau, Adelene Bek, and Terry Cheah. Terence has been "pushing" me to share all my stories on a blog for as long as I can remember, Dechen who thought me incredible tools to make it possible with the "know-how", Adelene's passionate sharing on her own blog was a great inspiration, and the last nudge I would say came from Terry Cheah with this message he had written to me right after my sharing on my trip to Money & You USA last May 2007. I've copied his message here to me...


-----Original Message-----
From: Terry Cheah [mailto:terrycheah@...]
Sent: Thursday, June 14, 2007 11:12 AM
To: jacylyn@globesl.com
Subject: Opinion

Hi Jacy:

Good to see you going so far. Just a suggestion why don't you start
your own blog sites writing your experience. So even any new grad
can read your past experience.

Cheers,
Terry Cheah


And my reply to him was...


Dear Terry

Thank you so much for your email and encouragement.

Yes, the last year since BSE has been simply amazing!
Like 5 yrs accellerated to 1 yr!

Thank you for your suggestion too.
I've been toying with that idea.
And I feel I'm ready for it now :)
So I will work on that.

Cheers!

Jacy

And so, here I am today... 10 days after that e-mail!